Changes

It was an old song that made me realise how much I've changed. I have no impossible dreams anymore. And I do think it is healthy, somehow. But in an attempt to escape and be free from the perfectionist dreamer I was I turned into an icebox, or some numb being. To be lost in a fantasy land is not good, but indiference can be even worse. It is hard for anyone to find the right way to care for the world and try to be significant without getting hurt. But sometimes we should just stop worrying about the pain. A certain amount of pain is required if you want to be somebody who makes a diference. It takes courage and some insanity to change things. Even the simple task od making yourself happy can' t be acomplished without pain. Learning and self improviment does not come for free. Satisfaction does not come without a price. Sometimes we need to do what' s dangerous. Am I ready? No. Does it matter? No. Cause life is now. I will not live forever, and I will not die every day.